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I awlays have the intention of updating this thing, but it dosnt always happen, but its happening now so its all gravy.
Soooo, Im in summer school now (failed algebra 2) but ill be done with that next week, its been freaking easy, unlike the actual class. My SENIOR YEAR should be much nicer grade wise since i dont have to deal with math classes( Im taking ap english,ap government and economics,and ap biology). ive been doing almost jack shit art wise, i have four giant blank canvases waiting for my brain to explode on them but I cant seem to find the fuse to light, its rather frustrating. Ive set a personal goal though to do 2 drawings everyday from the 14th of this month untill school starts, so that should get some ideas going, but its hard. I have to learn to do art for myself and no one else, i think thats my only hinderence. Im always thinking on terms of " will people like this?" and i just need to get over myself and start doing things FOR myself.
Baaaah, stuff with my family is like always, literally a roller coaster. Ive been a bad big sister, but im trying to fix myself now, I cant be frustrated with them if they dont heal as quickly as i do...my dad is still a little distant but things are getting better...my mom is..well...my mom, Ive kinda gotten ashamed of going places with her becuase of the way she acts now..but thats a whole other entry.
Oh, and for those of you who dont know, I do have a boyfriend now. im totally gay for him, if that makes any sense what so ever. its been a little over a month now, but Im pretty positive about it, I didnt know what it was really like to be treated the way every girl deserves untill i met him, so im extremely content and satisfied.
oh, and he lives in dallas
it toooootally works though, im going to visit him next thursday till monday, and hes coming down for bloc party so itll be neeeeeeat
anyways...
yeah
Finish the sentence:
1. My ex is...
Shorter than I am
2. I am listening to........
belle and sebastian, I have 2000+ songs to listen to on my VIDEO IPOD that marc was kind enough to give me.
3. Maybe I should...
Start making some art damnit
4. I love...
Mermaids and goldfish(the real ones not the crackers)
5. My bestfriend(s)...
are all older than me and are awesome and rock the fuck out with me and let me tell them every disgusting secret I have, i love you megan<3
6. I don't understand...
girls
7. I lost...
my heartaches, and good riddence!
8. People say....
alot of things when they are drunk
10. Love is...
complicated, epic, risky, alot of responsibility, and probably the only thing thats worth putting eveything on the line for.
11. Somewhere, someone is...
extremely drunk and hopefully going to call me
12. I will always...
want to be a rockstar, even when i am one >D
13. Forever seems...
very possible
14. I never want to...
be burned again
15. My mobile phone...
is geeeehhhhttttooo
16. When I wake up in the morning...
I go back to sleep and dream wierd wierd dreams
17. I get annoyed when...
my mom starts talking, and my sisters interrupt, and my dad unbuttons his shirt too low.
18. Parties ...
are great when they are small and have a hooka and a playstation
19. My pets are...
fat
20. Kisses are the best when...
they come from a boy in daaaalllaaas
21. Today I...
saw pirates again, and drew mermaids
22. Tomorrow I will...
draw some more, be Dr.Health E. Hound and hug alot of kids, and maaaaaaaaaybe paint
23. I really want....
to make some art just for me, get rid of my poooooch, and be in dallas.
all at once
I awlays have the intention of updating this thing, but it dosnt always happen, but its happening now so its all gravy.
Soooo, Im in summer school now (failed algebra 2) but ill be done with that next week, its been freaking easy, unlike the actual class. My SENIOR YEAR should be much nicer grade wise since i dont have to deal with math classes( Im taking ap english,ap government and economics,and ap biology). ive been doing almost jack shit art wise, i have four giant blank canvases waiting for my brain to explode on them but I cant seem to find the fuse to light, its rather frustrating. Ive set a personal goal though to do 2 drawings everyday from the 14th of this month untill school starts, so that should get some ideas going, but its hard. I have to learn to do art for myself and no one else, i think thats my only hinderence. Im always thinking on terms of " will people like this?" and i just need to get over myself and start doing things FOR myself.
Baaaah, stuff with my family is like always, literally a roller coaster. Ive been a bad big sister, but im trying to fix myself now, I cant be frustrated with them if they dont heal as quickly as i do...my dad is still a little distant but things are getting better...my mom is..well...my mom, Ive kinda gotten ashamed of going places with her becuase of the way she acts now..but thats a whole other entry.
Oh, and for those of you who dont know, I do have a boyfriend now. im totally gay for him, if that makes any sense what so ever. its been a little over a month now, but Im pretty positive about it, I didnt know what it was really like to be treated the way every girl deserves untill i met him, so im extremely content and satisfied.
oh, and he lives in dallas
it toooootally works though, im going to visit him next thursday till monday, and hes coming down for bloc party so itll be neeeeeeat
anyways...
yeah
Finish the sentence:
1. My ex is...
Shorter than I am
2. I am listening to........
belle and sebastian, I have 2000+ songs to listen to on my VIDEO IPOD that marc was kind enough to give me.
3. Maybe I should...
Start making some art damnit
4. I love...
Mermaids and goldfish(the real ones not the crackers)
5. My bestfriend(s)...
are all older than me and are awesome and rock the fuck out with me and let me tell them every disgusting secret I have, i love you megan<3
6. I don't understand...
girls
7. I lost...
my heartaches, and good riddence!
8. People say....
alot of things when they are drunk
10. Love is...
complicated, epic, risky, alot of responsibility, and probably the only thing thats worth putting eveything on the line for.
11. Somewhere, someone is...
extremely drunk and hopefully going to call me
12. I will always...
want to be a rockstar, even when i am one >D
13. Forever seems...
very possible
14. I never want to...
be burned again
15. My mobile phone...
is geeeehhhhttttooo
16. When I wake up in the morning...
I go back to sleep and dream wierd wierd dreams
17. I get annoyed when...
my mom starts talking, and my sisters interrupt, and my dad unbuttons his shirt too low.
18. Parties ...
are great when they are small and have a hooka and a playstation
19. My pets are...
fat
20. Kisses are the best when...
they come from a boy in daaaalllaaas
21. Today I...
saw pirates again, and drew mermaids
22. Tomorrow I will...
draw some more, be Dr.Health E. Hound and hug alot of kids, and maaaaaaaaaybe paint
23. I really want....
to make some art just for me, get rid of my poooooch, and be in dallas.
all at once