Thorened flowers
Love, a feeling that is pure, a feeling or emotion that you can feel for the one you love and from the ones that you love. Life, a gift given to us by God that we must cherish for there is only one life time for every person; if you combine these two words together you will form the word love life.
What does love life mean? It means that it is a kind of life where you experience love. A kind of love that you have never experienced before. A kind of love that you want to treasure every special moment that you will have with this person.
People fell in and out of love, I thought I was different but I was not. I was sharing the same fate with 15,000 other people out there. Searching and losing love over and over again. That was my only difference from them.
I fell in love only once and that was it. Love never came to my life after that, or rather I never let love into my life again after that. Love is one hell of a confusing feeling, it can make you feel happy one moment and then the next you are like a dragon ready to breathe its deadly flame any moment.
Funny isn’t it? How love can be so cruel and sweet at the same time; the same goes for life as well. I wonder how people can still live a life like that for over millions of years. When I have given up hope when I almost lost that only chance I have.
Like any ordinary people I fell in love with a wonderful person. Whenever I’m with this person it feels like it’s just the two of us in this world and everything stops. Just being close to this person makes me feel like I’m safe and home at the same time. This person is always there for me when I need someone to comfort me and this person tried so hard to break the unbreakable wall that I built around me.
But just like any ordinary people this love of mine for this person didn’t get the chance to bloom to its fullest before it did. I started to cut out its stem each and every moment that I got. You know the song with “Till my heart aches end “Well there is this one line there that I like the most. “I was afraid this time would come I wasn’t prepared to face this kind of burden from within…I’ll just keep on dreamin’ till my heart ache ends” that line from the song was quite true, because I still keep on dreamin’ even if I already know that dream of mine will never happen.
Koki is his name, the only guy who broke my heart into pieces. It took me a long time before I recovered from the heart break. But as they always say we should keep moving forward. My friends would often visit me when they have a free time and spend at least half a day at my flat.
I thought after that, everything would be alright once again. But then when I saw him again after that I couldn’t see anything but red.
The night is dark, the moon is brightly shining up above. The cold wind of the winter night gave shivers to my thin body. As look down and watched the ground being covered by crimson red, a single tear slowly fell on my face.
Screams were heard, sirens from the ambulance and police soon came one after the other. The look of hatred and scared was clearly seen from her beautiful eyes, now I know the reason why he never left her. She was already carrying something that I could never give him, forever.
The night is getting darker than it was before. My eyes are not leaving hers as I slowly walk passed her, but before I was completely out of her sight. I stopped for a sec. and whisper the words in the air. “We will be together again the afterlife.” After saying those words I left and was never seen again, Never again.
What does love life mean? It means that it is a kind of life where you experience love. A kind of love that you have never experienced before. A kind of love that you want to treasure every special moment that you will have with this person.
People fell in and out of love, I thought I was different but I was not. I was sharing the same fate with 15,000 other people out there. Searching and losing love over and over again. That was my only difference from them.
I fell in love only once and that was it. Love never came to my life after that, or rather I never let love into my life again after that. Love is one hell of a confusing feeling, it can make you feel happy one moment and then the next you are like a dragon ready to breathe its deadly flame any moment.
Funny isn’t it? How love can be so cruel and sweet at the same time; the same goes for life as well. I wonder how people can still live a life like that for over millions of years. When I have given up hope when I almost lost that only chance I have.
Like any ordinary people I fell in love with a wonderful person. Whenever I’m with this person it feels like it’s just the two of us in this world and everything stops. Just being close to this person makes me feel like I’m safe and home at the same time. This person is always there for me when I need someone to comfort me and this person tried so hard to break the unbreakable wall that I built around me.
But just like any ordinary people this love of mine for this person didn’t get the chance to bloom to its fullest before it did. I started to cut out its stem each and every moment that I got. You know the song with “Till my heart aches end “Well there is this one line there that I like the most. “I was afraid this time would come I wasn’t prepared to face this kind of burden from within…I’ll just keep on dreamin’ till my heart ache ends” that line from the song was quite true, because I still keep on dreamin’ even if I already know that dream of mine will never happen.
Koki is his name, the only guy who broke my heart into pieces. It took me a long time before I recovered from the heart break. But as they always say we should keep moving forward. My friends would often visit me when they have a free time and spend at least half a day at my flat.
I thought after that, everything would be alright once again. But then when I saw him again after that I couldn’t see anything but red.
The night is dark, the moon is brightly shining up above. The cold wind of the winter night gave shivers to my thin body. As look down and watched the ground being covered by crimson red, a single tear slowly fell on my face.
Screams were heard, sirens from the ambulance and police soon came one after the other. The look of hatred and scared was clearly seen from her beautiful eyes, now I know the reason why he never left her. She was already carrying something that I could never give him, forever.
The night is getting darker than it was before. My eyes are not leaving hers as I slowly walk passed her, but before I was completely out of her sight. I stopped for a sec. and whisper the words in the air. “We will be together again the afterlife.” After saying those words I left and was never seen again, Never again.