growth then decay then AN HOUR OF WEEKLY AGONY
Hi guys what's up how are you I had a SURPRISE REVELATION like ten minutes ago that the reason I never feel like I have anything to update about is that I TWEET EXCESSIVELY AND GET IT ALL OUT OF MY SYSTEM THAT WAY, so I don't have that same I HAVE TO TELL THIS STORY, /UPDATE.BML TIME!!!!!!!!!!! drive like I used to. TODAY I HELPED MY SISTER MOVE INTO HER FRESHMAN DORM AND I FUMBLED HER TV WHILE SETTING IT UP AND FUCKED UP THE DISPLAY SO I HAD TO GO OUT AND BUY HER A NEW ONE, THAT WAS FUN. I mean whatever I could be super FML about it but WHATEVER, THESE THINGS HAPPEN, WHO CARES, WHY BOTHER BEING MAD AT MYSELF ABOUT IT. Also classes started and I fully just DID NOT GO to the first session of either of my in-person classes, not in an avoidant or lazy way but in a "OH, FUCK, THAT WAS YESTERDAY? kind of way. Good job, self. [WHAT IS UP WITH ME THIS WEEK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW. Get it together!]
I also feel like this was probably lost in the shuffle but it should be known that I ended up seeing Pacific Rim in theaters a total of eight times. #CHAMPION
Anyway who gives a FUCK about anything I just said I'm actually here to cry helplessly about Breaking Bad.
FUCK THIS SHOW AND EVERYONE INVOLVED IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like just by TV RULES Hank and Jesse have to be fine, even if it's just temporarily, because the only thing more bullshit than a cliffhanger is a cliffhanger that prevents a major character death from being a climactic scene. BUT WHAT DO I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF ANYONE COULD FIND A WAY IT WOULD BE VINCE GILLIGAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE JESSE'S LIFELESS BODY IS GOING TO BE THE FIRST SHOT OF THE NEXT EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING HURTS AND I'M DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK THIS SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know if I've ever seen a show that was so agonizingly reliant [in a good way!] on LETTING THE AUDIENCE'S OWN EXPECTATIONS STRESS THEM THE FUCK OUT. Like "yeah, let's just drag out this scene of them arresting Walt out for AS LONG AS IS HUMANLY POSSIBLE, because FRANKLY during these long, tense silences, everyone at home is going to build their own emotional rollercoaster and ride around on it until they want to die." AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I STARE AT JESSE'S FACE AND I'M LIKE "I'M RIGHT THERE WITH YOU, JESSE, I'M TERRIFIED BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY IT'S THIS EASY!" AND THEN JESSE FINALLY STARTS TO LOOK LIKE HE BELIEVES IT'S ALL COMING TO AN END, AND SUDDENLY I AM NO LONGER RIGHT THERE WITH JESSE, BECAUSE HE IS ON AN UPSWING AND I AM IN THE LOWEST, DARKEST PLACE I HAVE EVER BEEN, BECAUSE I THOUGHT WE WERE LONG PAST THE POINT WHERE I WOULD EVER BE HURT BY JESSE PINKMAN'S HOPE AGAIN, BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS OUT OF HOPE PERMANENTLY, BUT NOPE!!!!!!!! HE FOUND SOME HOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!1 WHICH MEANS EVERYONE IS GOING TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ME INCLUDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And at that point I thought Hank and Walt were gonna drive away and then the FNL gang would come and murder Jesse and Gomez, BUT NOPE TO THAT TOO!!!!!!!!!!! I WASN'T THINKING PAINFUL ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE THEN HANK CALLED MARIE AND SORRY BUT IF THAT'S NOT A "LAST WORDS YOU EVER SPEAK TO YOUR WIFE" CONVERSATION I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS.
I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT ELSE HAPPENED IN THIS EPISODE
WEIRD VIBES BETWEEN TODD AND LYDIA, THAT WAS A THING THAT ALMOST MATTERED ONCE
UM
HUELL SAYING MORE WORDS THAN HUELL HAS EVER SAID
UM
JUNIOR BEING STARSTRUCK AROUND SAUL
UM
WHO CARES
EVERYTHING HURTS AND I'M DYING
FUCK THIS SHOW AND FUCK EVERYONE IN IT
This entry was originally posted at http://dudski.dreamwidth.org/1459945.html because FUCK LIVEJOURNAL, FOR SERIOUS. You can comment over there or over here, I really don't care, but eventually you're all going to join me on DW, let's be real.
I also feel like this was probably lost in the shuffle but it should be known that I ended up seeing Pacific Rim in theaters a total of eight times. #CHAMPION
Anyway who gives a FUCK about anything I just said I'm actually here to cry helplessly about Breaking Bad.
FUCK THIS SHOW AND EVERYONE INVOLVED IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like just by TV RULES Hank and Jesse have to be fine, even if it's just temporarily, because the only thing more bullshit than a cliffhanger is a cliffhanger that prevents a major character death from being a climactic scene. BUT WHAT DO I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF ANYONE COULD FIND A WAY IT WOULD BE VINCE GILLIGAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE JESSE'S LIFELESS BODY IS GOING TO BE THE FIRST SHOT OF THE NEXT EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING HURTS AND I'M DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK THIS SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know if I've ever seen a show that was so agonizingly reliant [in a good way!] on LETTING THE AUDIENCE'S OWN EXPECTATIONS STRESS THEM THE FUCK OUT. Like "yeah, let's just drag out this scene of them arresting Walt out for AS LONG AS IS HUMANLY POSSIBLE, because FRANKLY during these long, tense silences, everyone at home is going to build their own emotional rollercoaster and ride around on it until they want to die." AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I STARE AT JESSE'S FACE AND I'M LIKE "I'M RIGHT THERE WITH YOU, JESSE, I'M TERRIFIED BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY IT'S THIS EASY!" AND THEN JESSE FINALLY STARTS TO LOOK LIKE HE BELIEVES IT'S ALL COMING TO AN END, AND SUDDENLY I AM NO LONGER RIGHT THERE WITH JESSE, BECAUSE HE IS ON AN UPSWING AND I AM IN THE LOWEST, DARKEST PLACE I HAVE EVER BEEN, BECAUSE I THOUGHT WE WERE LONG PAST THE POINT WHERE I WOULD EVER BE HURT BY JESSE PINKMAN'S HOPE AGAIN, BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS OUT OF HOPE PERMANENTLY, BUT NOPE!!!!!!!! HE FOUND SOME HOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!1 WHICH MEANS EVERYONE IS GOING TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ME INCLUDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And at that point I thought Hank and Walt were gonna drive away and then the FNL gang would come and murder Jesse and Gomez, BUT NOPE TO THAT TOO!!!!!!!!!!! I WASN'T THINKING PAINFUL ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE THEN HANK CALLED MARIE AND SORRY BUT IF THAT'S NOT A "LAST WORDS YOU EVER SPEAK TO YOUR WIFE" CONVERSATION I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS.
I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT ELSE HAPPENED IN THIS EPISODE
WEIRD VIBES BETWEEN TODD AND LYDIA, THAT WAS A THING THAT ALMOST MATTERED ONCE
UM
HUELL SAYING MORE WORDS THAN HUELL HAS EVER SAID
UM
JUNIOR BEING STARSTRUCK AROUND SAUL
UM
WHO CARES
EVERYTHING HURTS AND I'M DYING
FUCK THIS SHOW AND FUCK EVERYONE IN IT
This entry was originally posted at http://dudski.dreamwidth.org/1459945.html because FUCK LIVEJOURNAL, FOR SERIOUS. You can comment over there or over here, I really don't care, but eventually you're all going to join me on DW, let's be real.