Dec 29, 2005 21:49
You know those families that are crazy in an annoying way but once u hang out with them enough, you learn to like them? Mine's not like that!!!
Anyways... as far as the whole 2005 thing went... I am happy on the whole with the way things went. I am happy with the changes made except for the fact that they probably hurt a few people along the way... But you know.. those people know I am sorry, and I am. It's not like they haven't hurt me either. I made my first really bad grade this year- SPANISH- ugh. But I DID pass!! After killing 4 goldfish my first two weeks of college, we finally figured out how to properly raise fish and Sebastian Garfunkle Scott and Raz Bud Berry Bean are still alive. I learned to live life to the fullest- and yes that does mean a few parties on the weekend, going out at 4 AM to snowball fight in the middle of campus... It means driving back to Haysi at 2 AM because a friend needs me... I learned that life is holding back someone's hair while they throw up and then change their bedsheets because they didn't make it to the toilet. Life is the voicemail msgs that make you smile, and the prank calls that make you want to kick some ass. Life is learning how to study because you didnt have to at all in high school, it's losing a fake nail in the ice machine at work, and it's sleeping till 3 pm on the first day in months that u could sleep in. I am not going to make a resolution this year because why make just one? If there is a change you want to make about yourself, do it. Don't take 10 years just to make 10 changes. Do it on your time the best that you can.
SPECIAL NOTE:
Aimes: I feel like we have grown closer the last few weeks and I am loving it. Even if it's only a few msgs on ICQ... I really hope that you make the decision that most benefits yourself. QUIT worrying about others around you! This is your life and if you continue to worry about the ppl to the front, back, and sides of you, you will never be pleased! Get out there and do your thing because that's what you're good at!