um hi
well im in multi media bored as usual and well i have nothin to do but im feelin rather chipper hehe chipper thas a rather funny word makes me think of birds wow i think thas the first time ive ever completly said wuts goin on in my lil brain hmm i must say its quite fun but i was given a balloon so i feel special even though i may not be but thas not important so yeai got in a fight with my dad yesturday and he was all in a bad mood but o well wut can i say im sick of the samecrap and im not gonna apologize because im sick of the fact that whenever hesays somethin rude to me outa nowhere i have to suck it in and not care well thas not cool so im not gonna do it nemroe o well hell get over it hes kinda like me he cant hold a grudge for a long time but i must say things have been pretty hectic lately everyone has been disagreeing and it seems as if certain parts of my group are falling apart and for some strange reason the normal everyday me would be like no im not gonna let this happen but the current me islike o well wutever happens happens i feel like eeyore from winnie the pooh cause he doesnt care about wuts goin on or at least he jus seems apathetic and maybe depressed cause noone wants him but o well maybe no one wants me wuts the point to everything we do in order to get others attention do we jus do it so that if they do happen to notice us then we are special but if nto then we get all depressed and we begin to consider the other person to be a total jerk so yea i must say i jus feel like its pointless maybe if we all stopped tryin to gain others attention and focus on wut we really want and who we really are maybe jsu maybe wed all be happier but o well i doubt anyone will ever really attemtp to do this so i guess its all good so eya i guess thas it im gona go cause i have nothin else to say so ttylbye