Nov 16, 2005 22:33
Okay so yeah I haven't written in a while but hey I've been really, really, really busy ya know with work and school and being scared shitless by a date. Okay Ill go with work for $500. Okay so work we just got a new person and oh my god everything is slow and its all like backed up and shit. I hate it because I always have to do like twice as much and they all give it to me because I get frustrated and do like twice as fast as I always do. SO I get everything. And well lets see here um yeah I got my paycheck finally after like a month. Damn I got paid so much. Anyway now since I work 3 days Mrs. Shah is now thinking that I will do anything for her just like Christina.
Now for Halloween. I dressed up like Roxie Hart from Chicago but I think everybody thought I was a fat slut. Anyway the people I went with was okay I mean like no offense Jenny we waited FOREVER for her to come. And you smoked it doesn't bother me but you didn't even like go to alot of houses. But whatever I had homework to do that night so yeah I couldn't have gone anywhere with you people. No offense don't get pissed this is my journal Im gonna say whatever I want.
Me and Fonzi had a huge fight but we're cool now. But yeah and everyone got into it even though no one was supposed to be and they shouldn't have been because it had nothing to do with them. But yeah so for a week there people were picking sides and interfering. It just pissed me off. But me being the greatest person for PR in my group. I picked up everybodies shit and I fixed it like I always do and everyone takes me for fucking granted. I wonder what it will be like if they actually see what happens when they really fucking piss me off. Okay they are scared when I'm mildly mad. It would cause them to run and hide in the witness protection program if they ever got me that way. Well yeah now we are fine. But I swear when people tell me that I should say my true feelings and it ends up like that I'm never fucking doing it again. But I can't have people walking all overme. Whatever fuck em if they get me pissed off. They are screwed then.
Okay then well I got second chair in the orchestra and there are exteremly hard pieces to play.
Okay my friend set me up with this dude. But the entire time he talked about his ex girlfriend and how she cheated on him and how he gave her chances. Oh my god for a fucking hour thats all he talked about!!!!! And then the second time he called me he said wait for it.......HE WANTED TO MARRY ME!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!
I mean seriously RED FLAG RED FLAG. Everybody was like hes hot he can bench press 250. He wants you he really wants you. NO ONE SAYS THAT!!!!Well yeah and he wouldn't stop calling me like obsessive calling me. So yeah CREEPY FLAG WENT UP. So yeah I told my friend who tried to set me up and I told her I was going to tell him that Im not interested and I think she told him herself but I'm not gonna mention it because we both know it and it just doesn't need to be said.
Well yeah thats all folks!!!!