Ugh...
Have you ever taken a shower and just stood there and balled your eyes out?
Ever feel like you should be doing more with your life?
Feel like you're so out of place that it's killing you?
Feel like everything you do has no purpose behind it?
Just...cryed for no reason?
Watched a show and cryed because it had that much of an impact on you?
I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like I've failed myself in so many ways..I feel like I'm letting myself down and I really shouldn't. I wanted to be a marine biologist when I was 5 years old...5. I didn't know what that was...I think all I thought it was was swimming with Dolphins and Whales...but I wanted to be it. I don't know what I want anymore...I don't know what I should be doing with myself anymore. I'm 20 years old and I feel like such a failure. I want to give so much to everyone around me but I feel like it means nothing. I just don't know what to do anymore with myself.
Sometimes I wonder how my life could have been....
Ever feel like you should be doing more with your life?
Feel like you're so out of place that it's killing you?
Feel like everything you do has no purpose behind it?
Just...cryed for no reason?
Watched a show and cryed because it had that much of an impact on you?
I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like I've failed myself in so many ways..I feel like I'm letting myself down and I really shouldn't. I wanted to be a marine biologist when I was 5 years old...5. I didn't know what that was...I think all I thought it was was swimming with Dolphins and Whales...but I wanted to be it. I don't know what I want anymore...I don't know what I should be doing with myself anymore. I'm 20 years old and I feel like such a failure. I want to give so much to everyone around me but I feel like it means nothing. I just don't know what to do anymore with myself.
Sometimes I wonder how my life could have been....