lame.
so basically my life has sucked since like dec 8. well not totally sucked, because there was always a chance that things would be fine. then i find out some interesting information about some lies being told to me. so i ended it. although. its not really ended. i know thats not a word. we havent talked about it yet. i hate waiting but he wont take my calls. apparently, this is better than talking and fixing things. whatever. this is gay.