launching into a crazy fucking vent session
so dave matthews is tonight, im so excited. i dont have to work today which is nice, i have to cash in all my change, i have like 64$ or something, yay!, anywho so i just went through every penny i own and put it in decade order, yea it took me like 3 hours, but i have a plan for them. um, so work kind of blows, i mean its not a hard job, i just need to be doing something that is going to go towards graduation. this is just money. not even good money. so... that leads me to kellogg again, turns out i am 40 hours short of my 400 hr level one internship. so what the fuck am i supposed to do now? start over? fuck! well, whatever... hopefully i get the recept job at work so i dont have to go home smelling like dog. and also i think i would get more hours. at least more hours a day, less days a week. oye who knows. so anyway, like always, sara is broke, and stressed about everything.
except paul. he is good. we got in our first.... not fight, just.. disaggreement. well i wanted to go to Karls pike bash at kettering without him, just me and lauren. and well... that didnt go over so well. he was sad, thinking i didnt want to be with him anymore... yea talk about taking something the wrong way. anyway, we ended up leaving early on saturday and coming home, and he came over... we were totally fine, he just was sad. on that note, he needs to not be so damn self conscious that i am going to leave him. he thinks i am too good for him, so when we arent together i must be cheating on him or finding someone else. which if you know me, you know how against cheating i am and well, why would i cheat on someone i love so much. i like worship this kid, its kind of sad... lol. anywhos, so he is coming to the concert tonight... so itll be nice, i have never been to a concert with a boyfriend before, and well i envy those girls whose boyfriends stand behind them, hugging them. so cute, and disgusting. anywho... so i should be peacing out now... byebye kiddos.
except paul. he is good. we got in our first.... not fight, just.. disaggreement. well i wanted to go to Karls pike bash at kettering without him, just me and lauren. and well... that didnt go over so well. he was sad, thinking i didnt want to be with him anymore... yea talk about taking something the wrong way. anyway, we ended up leaving early on saturday and coming home, and he came over... we were totally fine, he just was sad. on that note, he needs to not be so damn self conscious that i am going to leave him. he thinks i am too good for him, so when we arent together i must be cheating on him or finding someone else. which if you know me, you know how against cheating i am and well, why would i cheat on someone i love so much. i like worship this kid, its kind of sad... lol. anywhos, so he is coming to the concert tonight... so itll be nice, i have never been to a concert with a boyfriend before, and well i envy those girls whose boyfriends stand behind them, hugging them. so cute, and disgusting. anywho... so i should be peacing out now... byebye kiddos.