lost my way
spring break is officially over. it has been for 2 days now, but lets be serious... did i go to class yesterday? no. haha. anywho, my SB was amazing, I spent almost every night with paul... well at least hanging out with him. he did stay with me like 4 nights in our bed... lol. i really am head over heels in love with him. i dont know what to do sometimes. i know he knows it, but sometimes i want to find ways to tell or show him. we have talked of marriage believe it or not. and our future, kids, pets, location... everything. i will spend the rest of my life with paul. i cant go a day without missing him like whoa. its crazy. well this friday is St. Patrick's day. i dont even know how to convey how excited i am for this holiday. we all have neon green shirts we are going to wear, and they all say different things. we got the booze on order and the sleeping situation somewhat figured out. basically, as long as todd doesnt cry again... everything will go smoothly. D-RUNK! ahha. anywhos. I am babysitting Emma all summer for work. 5 days a week, its only like 30 hours though. but hey.. its work, easy work at that. im excited. Pauls parents are putting the house up for sale at the end of the month and they are moving back to england. he promised me he wouldnt go but i still have a bad feeling. its the kind of thing that would happen to me. pray for me that it doesnt. well i dont have much else to update on. i mean school is kicking my ass, at best i can get a 1.0 in econ again this semesteer. oye. but i think i may be able to pull a couple 3.0s in some other classes. we'll see. but with the exception on that, i am a happy camper. i love you kids.
sara
sara