ill be the switch she turns on.
anywho, so i totally called into work today. yea.. so if anyone asks, i fell last night and am really dizzy and cant stand up. yea whatever.
i just had a super bad night last night. nothin bad happened i just did that thing that i do after i get serious with someone and freak out and try to ruin things. paul called me on it, talked me through it, and told me that he wont let me do it again. i need him. i dont know how else to put it. he is the only person i can ALWAYS depend on to make me smile again. I just wish that i didnt have to put him through my fits. heavy sigh. well i miss molly. i need her here. i know she is having a great time in england, i just need to her to know that i love her, miss her and am counting the days until i get to see her again. i miss you, love. so tonight is OAR. YEA! i have already seen them twice in concert so i know itll be a good show. im so jazzed. the girls will be here in a few hours and then its concert time! after that, i dont know what we will do then. so i rented waiting last night. it was funny soemtimes... really boring other times. eh i give it a b-. oh, so i finally got the email that i have been waiting for from dell. they know what the problem is and are offering to fix it, problem is... i need to clear EVERYTHING off of my computer. music and all.. i have like 800+ songs on my itunes, and i have so many pictures on here... ugh not to mention the macaffee mike put on here. i dont want to start over... grr. i dont have a cd burner either so i cant just burn all the music on cds. ugh! and who knows how long it will take them to fix it, if they can promise it back in a few days... i will send it over spring break, it not then i am waiting til summertime. cuz as of right now, it has been on consistently for like 2 weeks. crazy. of course, its like when you go to the doctor after waiting for a long time, you are better. viscous cycle. anywhos, this weekend should be pretty boring. tonights the concert, tomorrow i am going home at like noon.. hopefully, then i am doing laundry, then going to get my sweetheart at work at 8 in southfield, then i dont know what. then sunday i think he is coming out to meet the parents while i do my taxes and fafsa, and do dinner. the dinner thing, i personally hate the first dinner at the significant others' house.. so i told him he doesnt have to do it, but he seems to be fine with it. he just doesnt want me to meet his parents cuz apparently they are crazy. who knows. all i know is, i need to move this summer. 1. to be closer to him, 2. starting over, new town= new opportunities 3. be closer to mom, 4. i hate howell. so bascially there is my essay. anywhos, i am going to sit around now bc there is nothing to do since i am not at work. bye all.
i just had a super bad night last night. nothin bad happened i just did that thing that i do after i get serious with someone and freak out and try to ruin things. paul called me on it, talked me through it, and told me that he wont let me do it again. i need him. i dont know how else to put it. he is the only person i can ALWAYS depend on to make me smile again. I just wish that i didnt have to put him through my fits. heavy sigh. well i miss molly. i need her here. i know she is having a great time in england, i just need to her to know that i love her, miss her and am counting the days until i get to see her again. i miss you, love. so tonight is OAR. YEA! i have already seen them twice in concert so i know itll be a good show. im so jazzed. the girls will be here in a few hours and then its concert time! after that, i dont know what we will do then. so i rented waiting last night. it was funny soemtimes... really boring other times. eh i give it a b-. oh, so i finally got the email that i have been waiting for from dell. they know what the problem is and are offering to fix it, problem is... i need to clear EVERYTHING off of my computer. music and all.. i have like 800+ songs on my itunes, and i have so many pictures on here... ugh not to mention the macaffee mike put on here. i dont want to start over... grr. i dont have a cd burner either so i cant just burn all the music on cds. ugh! and who knows how long it will take them to fix it, if they can promise it back in a few days... i will send it over spring break, it not then i am waiting til summertime. cuz as of right now, it has been on consistently for like 2 weeks. crazy. of course, its like when you go to the doctor after waiting for a long time, you are better. viscous cycle. anywhos, this weekend should be pretty boring. tonights the concert, tomorrow i am going home at like noon.. hopefully, then i am doing laundry, then going to get my sweetheart at work at 8 in southfield, then i dont know what. then sunday i think he is coming out to meet the parents while i do my taxes and fafsa, and do dinner. the dinner thing, i personally hate the first dinner at the significant others' house.. so i told him he doesnt have to do it, but he seems to be fine with it. he just doesnt want me to meet his parents cuz apparently they are crazy. who knows. all i know is, i need to move this summer. 1. to be closer to him, 2. starting over, new town= new opportunities 3. be closer to mom, 4. i hate howell. so bascially there is my essay. anywhos, i am going to sit around now bc there is nothing to do since i am not at work. bye all.