Sep 09, 2007 00:24
tonight i fell in love with a girl at lowes. it was one of those love at first sight things. she was korean (coincidentally) and had long hair, and she was wearing a yellow t-shirt, loose jens, and old airwalks. she looked lost. i wanted more than anything to be the one to help her find what she was looking for. later, i saw her with her husband/boyfriend and little girl. it's just as well. i never would have known her anyway.
i also ventured out on my own to a co-workers party. it was kind of fun. these kids were playing a game called snaps where they seemingly read each others minds. my friend jess and i tried our damnedest to figure out how it worked to no avail. maybe next time.
on the way home, as i approached downtown on deserted streets, bright eyes came on my tape, and i felt a rush of optimism and peace with my life and my decision to move. it goes back and forth, but tonight, everything's going to be ok.