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Haven't updated in a while..
Im moving to New York in three weeks, three damn weeks. The apartment is all set up and everything but its a really weird feeling,leaving...its really strange. I won't be able to see Amanda for 4 months(thats how long until my first break)and I always thought that wasn't going to be such a big deal but it just hit me all of a sudden and Im worried that we might not last....but we've been together for almost two years so im sure we can. Now I need to buy clothes and furniture.....it sucks. Its almost as if im leaving to soon, i don't feel like im ready...I had the chance of going to London and I regret changing my location to New York, and theres nothing I can do about it....
Champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends.
Im moving to New York in three weeks, three damn weeks. The apartment is all set up and everything but its a really weird feeling,leaving...its really strange. I won't be able to see Amanda for 4 months(thats how long until my first break)and I always thought that wasn't going to be such a big deal but it just hit me all of a sudden and Im worried that we might not last....but we've been together for almost two years so im sure we can. Now I need to buy clothes and furniture.....it sucks. Its almost as if im leaving to soon, i don't feel like im ready...I had the chance of going to London and I regret changing my location to New York, and theres nothing I can do about it....
Champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends.