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Wow. THe last time I wrote in this was almost exactly a year ago.
A lot has happened since then. Life has greatly changed. So far I have gotten caught up in the Corporate World. i have since become a personal banker with Wells. WHo knew a year ago I would be on a path in the banking world and not going to school.
Brooke passed away last month. It's crazy. It's like a part of my life is gone. There was a time that Brooke was my number one friend. She was there for a lot of firsts in my life. Yesterday I totally broke down. I was out with Erica Drew and some other friends. On our way home from Scottsdale we stopped at the Pointe. I started having a panic attack. Everything about that place reminded me of Brooke. I asked if we could leave trying not to bring attention to myself. As soon as we got out of the car I couldnt hold it in any longer. I just started crying like no other. I wish I could have spent more time with her before she left this world. A couple days before she died I was sitting at dinner with Britt and Sarah and we started talking about her. How bad she was doing and how distant she has been.. I said that I didnt care if I ever saw her again. I said some other things as well. Little did I know that I would never see her again. I miss you Brooke. Love you.