Happy New Years!
Yesterday I woke up knowing that it was going to be a great day. I just chilled and relaxed pretty much all day. Went on a hike with Erica. Got ready again. Went and hung out with Gloria. Had good bonding time. Ash came over and I met a girl named Maria and we all went to Lindsay F house where everyone was going to be. Had fun. Left and went to pick up Erica cause we were going to go hang out with Erin, Sean and Jackie
The second part of my night started out nice and calm and cool. Erin, Sean, Jackie, Kyle, Justin and Andy were there. I started drinking and my actions and behavioral just went way out of control. I was acting irrationally and saying just random things. I feel like an idiot. I have never been that so out of control of myself being intoxicated. I never want to do that again. EVER! I just felt like everyone was looking at me like what the Fuck is up with him and its like I had not control over the things I was doing. Grrrrrr... the whole time I just wanted to be normal. I think I stayed up until 5 in the morning and after not finding my keys fell asleep for a couple of hours.
For all those there I apologize for my stupidity and just hope that you guys don't hold my drunkiness to heart. : -/
The second part of my night started out nice and calm and cool. Erin, Sean, Jackie, Kyle, Justin and Andy were there. I started drinking and my actions and behavioral just went way out of control. I was acting irrationally and saying just random things. I feel like an idiot. I have never been that so out of control of myself being intoxicated. I never want to do that again. EVER! I just felt like everyone was looking at me like what the Fuck is up with him and its like I had not control over the things I was doing. Grrrrrr... the whole time I just wanted to be normal. I think I stayed up until 5 in the morning and after not finding my keys fell asleep for a couple of hours.
For all those there I apologize for my stupidity and just hope that you guys don't hold my drunkiness to heart. : -/