boyz are just dumb!!!
hey peeps. today i am just depressed. gosh that boy is a butthole. it just aggravates me how he can be so idiotic. he freaking acts like that because of his stupid friends. when we walk by each other in the hall way its like we are looking at each other and when i see him looking at me and i just wanna flip him off because he is such a jerk but then at the same time i just want to hug him. i dont know why it is soo hard for me to get over him, i guess it is because i think he will get over his immaturity and just do want he wants do do for him self instead of trying to look cool in front of his friends.(and the weird thing is that i am friends with most of his friends) and it is also because since like day one i thought i had a chance and i listen to everybody else when they say oh i think yall are gonna go out before the end of school. its like he is two totally differnt people when he is around his guy friends and when he is around just like one person that is his friend and he knows is my friend and they talk about me he says how he really feels about me to her.maybe he is just scared. i am tired of trying to figure out the problem its just that he is the problem. omg it is so frustrating, i dont even know anymore. well their is alot more to this story but i cant say it cause then i will start to freakin cry. so bye i guess *holli*