the stress of my senior year
it's getting to me. I've been questioning a lot of things of my future because my life is so close to changing so much. In less than a year I will be done with this degree and diving head first into 9-5 life with business meetings and money to managed. Given the plans to leave this state in 09, the idea that I might end up hating the job I've spent so much time, money, and effort trying to get, and lots of other political and philosphical ideas about what 'living a good life' I've been working my brain way too much.
For all this analyzing and self debating I have failed to get much done. My procrasination in school is getting worse and my unrest is growing. I'm not accomplishing my goals for working out so far and many other things that I said I would do. I just keep telling myself that I'm adjusting to my new housing situation and things will smooth out but I really don't think most of my stress is coming from that. Living with Claire and Dylan has been really awesome and I feel pretty comfortable there. I like the fact that I can get to school in less that 10 minutes and the money I'm (sort of) saving.
blah blah blah....
For all this analyzing and self debating I have failed to get much done. My procrasination in school is getting worse and my unrest is growing. I'm not accomplishing my goals for working out so far and many other things that I said I would do. I just keep telling myself that I'm adjusting to my new housing situation and things will smooth out but I really don't think most of my stress is coming from that. Living with Claire and Dylan has been really awesome and I feel pretty comfortable there. I like the fact that I can get to school in less that 10 minutes and the money I'm (sort of) saving.
blah blah blah....