i hate change i think that it is stupid! no one should ever do it.
so i am at lisas house but she is not here.. im bored.. i was playin with the puppy but that gets old after awhile.. so i was thinkin of a campin trip very soon i think i need a get away, im goin to cedar point with a friend from work next saturday to go and ride the rides and say hello to joey! awesome shit, that kinda like a campin trip right there cause we are goin to be sleepin in her car.. bad ass thats what we are! yea so work is cool nothin really changes around there.. family life is the same as well.. to many things change there..
i hate change i think that it is stupid! no one should ever do it. i wish that i could go back to being 10 again. that was a good time everything was awesome no worries.. everyone that i loved was here, and everyone was happy and a family.. now no one likes each other mom moves out.. dads alone and said.. no one talks.. what once seem to be a crowed place is now a empty hole. i wish that i could come out and say these types of things to my friends but when i talk about things to them it just seems like i am buggin them or they just think that i am in one of my moods again.. maybe i am .. no i kno im not.. i am so many things goin through my head right now that i don't even kno what to think of them and they are my thoughts.. how am i goin to explain it to someone else? i want someone to just know so i won't have to tell them i want them to tell me so i won't have to tell myself..
gezz.. what i would give to make this all go away.
later
i hate change i think that it is stupid! no one should ever do it. i wish that i could go back to being 10 again. that was a good time everything was awesome no worries.. everyone that i loved was here, and everyone was happy and a family.. now no one likes each other mom moves out.. dads alone and said.. no one talks.. what once seem to be a crowed place is now a empty hole. i wish that i could come out and say these types of things to my friends but when i talk about things to them it just seems like i am buggin them or they just think that i am in one of my moods again.. maybe i am .. no i kno im not.. i am so many things goin through my head right now that i don't even kno what to think of them and they are my thoughts.. how am i goin to explain it to someone else? i want someone to just know so i won't have to tell them i want them to tell me so i won't have to tell myself..
gezz.. what i would give to make this all go away.
later