I hate cats.

[dude_man_dude]

So.

I've lost count of how many times I've had to deal with cat excrement this summer. Whatever you can think of that comes out of a cat.. I've been surprised by a pile of it.. again and again and again.

But the worst is certainly the pee. I cant handle this anymore.. I have become so paranoid about the smell, that I am starting to smell it everywhere... tonight at work I was convinced that a cat had peed in the chair I was sitting in.. no joke.
I have thrown out so many rugs, bath mats and towels in the last 6 months.. because I just cant be sure that the pee is actually gone...

I bought a new bed 3 days ago.. it had been desecrated 3 times.... the reason I am writing this journal is because I cant go to sleep until my bedding comes out of the dryer.
arg.

I honestly dont know what to do. Obviously both of my cats are upset about all constant change: people moving in and out.. furniture coming and going...
But I dont know how to make it up to them.

....

Maybe I just need a couple days off work to chill out.

mmnnn.