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i'm in the in-between. just waiting.
hoping.
i really do love him. and i don't want to have silly fights anymore. they aren't worth it. i honestly believe many of them come from his distance and my reaction to it. i guess its just a hard feeling to gulp considering i may not be what he wants. i think i may be getting to the point of no feelings, or maybe just denial. either way, i'm stuck. waiting.
nevermind, they're still there. i really don't know how well i would handle it if i lost him. i prayed for truth; i'm just not sure it was the truth i wanted.
i'm sorry my posts have been so lame lately.
hoping.
i really do love him. and i don't want to have silly fights anymore. they aren't worth it. i honestly believe many of them come from his distance and my reaction to it. i guess its just a hard feeling to gulp considering i may not be what he wants. i think i may be getting to the point of no feelings, or maybe just denial. either way, i'm stuck. waiting.
nevermind, they're still there. i really don't know how well i would handle it if i lost him. i prayed for truth; i'm just not sure it was the truth i wanted.
i'm sorry my posts have been so lame lately.