Feb 03, 2007 19:12
Things you should know(Stacey's truths)
life is good.
these past few months have been the best i've ever had.
exes are psycho-paths. learn to let go.
life is better than good. life is wonderful.
plain&&simple. ♥
i need to write something.
i've written many things.
i love surprises.
i love roses.
i love smiling.
my friends make me smile constantly.
maybe i've lost a few friends; they've decided to go out yelling and screaming and telling me they hate me. well. if they feel that way then i don't need them as friends.
because i already have an amazing group of friends.
i'm excited about winter formal.
and have been excessively girly lately.
and i love it.
acoustic guitar=love.
i have a boy who sings to me.
&&is the sweetest boy i've ever met.
&&i love our randomness.
&& how long it took to get things figured out.
but it makes for one hell of a story.
i love our random trips to target and the market and our random meals.
&&wandering through the mall and around just everywhere.
&&i love driving around randomly with kerina.
&&how her parents have no idea what goes on in her life.
i miss jen. terribly.
i don't party.
or drink.
or smoke.
or do stupid shit like that.
&&i'm still happy.
i don't need it.
my sister is obsessive. i love her.
i've been hurt in the past.
badly.
but i'm okay.
i laugh at stupid things.
i procrastinate.
i can get upset or jealous fairly easily.
i don't like it, but i do. but i've gotten better.
hands down by dashboard confessional is my favorite song ever.
i couldn't tell you quite why, but everytime i hear it i fall in love with it.
i'm on top of the world
whales make this noise: ASKLJL:SHDAJKOJWEMNJKDHNBCUHJREFNUK
like that.
i'm cheap. i hate spending money, but i love buying things.
it's a sad predicament, really.
i'm addicted to texting.
and coffee.
but i like tea better.
people constantly get on my nerves.
but just the stupid ones.
i care about animals far more than the human race.
simply because humans kill animals mercilessly.
because they need the trees and rainforest land more than animals do.
bastards.
the only hip-hop music i tolerate is justin timberlake
because he's an idiot and it entertains me.
i haven't found that one thing i'm wonderful at, but a lot of things i'm good at.
that slightly upsets me, but only sometimes.
i hate bigheaded bastards that have a problem with gays and/or gay marriage.
it's love.
don't tell me there's something wrong with him/her.
open your eyes and stop being blind.
i'm excited about being eighteen.
i don't have a job.
&&i'm scared of going far away for college.
maybe i'll go to csun.
&&maybe, just maybe i'll be ready to transfer in a few years.
i feel like i'm constantly cleaning my room but it never gets much cleaner.
i still need to repaint it.
i disgaree with many things in the catholic church.
i'm not sure if i believe in god.
at least in terms of the church.
because i don't understand him.
either that, or he's bipolar.
but certainly not consistent.
maybe someday something will strengthen my faith.
and then again maybe not.
i don't quite know where my life's going, but i'm okay with that.
i like where i am right now.
maybe i want to be remembered for something.
something great.
but i'm pretty sure that won't happen.
but i don't mind.
as long as i leave an imprint on somebody else.
that's enough for me.
i want to find this entry someday, read it, and laugh at myself for being silly.
or maybe not.
if you think you're oh-so-tough you're probably not.
so don't try to insult me.
if you give me shit i'll give it right back.
i'm done being a push-over.
i'll always be me.
&&i'll always have my problems.
but i can accept most of them.
&&the rest of them i can work towards fixing.
i go off on these little rants every once and awhile.
i don't know why.
and it wasn't intended to say so much.
the only thing i originally wanted to say is that;
i'm happy.
&&
life is wonderful.
&& if you're reading this, I probably love you.
&& if I don't I would certainly like to.
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truths,
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