I know it's been a while, but I have not gone far.
Hey people. It's been a while since I've actually written in this thing, and I seriously was contemplating never writing in it again. Too many bad memories, or too many good ones I wish I still had.
I figured I would write in my livejournal again because I do have a lot of things to say and not like many of you read it, but it helps me sort my life out.
I haven't been myself lately, and I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. People change I guess. I still maintain a high GPA in college, I work for Starbucks, and I also have an internship at Eulogy Recordings, and yet people still want to discriminate me and tell me that I'm not myself. Yes, I go out to clubs now and drink. But I'm still the same person I always was. I'm still Alexis, so please get off my back. I don't need five moms telling me what to do, how to think, how to feel, how to live my life. I love my friends, and I do appreciate the concern but sometimes I feel as if I'm not the one you guys should be talking to. There are people way more "out of control" than me, and I'm not even out of control. Talk to them. Unlike them, I don't do drugs. I know what's right and what's wrong. I don't have an addiction. So please understand that I am not mad at everyone, I'm just hurt. I don't mean to put out a false self image of myself. I guess the things I've done have surprised some. Know that I'll never change for you guys on the inside. Thank you.
Sincerly,
Alexis
I figured I would write in my livejournal again because I do have a lot of things to say and not like many of you read it, but it helps me sort my life out.
I haven't been myself lately, and I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. People change I guess. I still maintain a high GPA in college, I work for Starbucks, and I also have an internship at Eulogy Recordings, and yet people still want to discriminate me and tell me that I'm not myself. Yes, I go out to clubs now and drink. But I'm still the same person I always was. I'm still Alexis, so please get off my back. I don't need five moms telling me what to do, how to think, how to feel, how to live my life. I love my friends, and I do appreciate the concern but sometimes I feel as if I'm not the one you guys should be talking to. There are people way more "out of control" than me, and I'm not even out of control. Talk to them. Unlike them, I don't do drugs. I know what's right and what's wrong. I don't have an addiction. So please understand that I am not mad at everyone, I'm just hurt. I don't mean to put out a false self image of myself. I guess the things I've done have surprised some. Know that I'll never change for you guys on the inside. Thank you.
Sincerly,
Alexis