Nov 24, 2004 21:34
well, once again i am not happy. i didn't get to fuckin get anything from my fuckin house, and now the cops say, "oh, we can't be there when you get your stuff, even though we said we would, you're gonna have to figure this out on your own." and everyone wonders why i fuckin hate cops!! so i have to move into my place on friday, and i have nuthing!!! i was supposed to go today, but then she had me answerin the same questions over and over, then said i didn't answer them!! oh well, fuck her. it also didn't help that i was treated like shit and pretty much blamed for something i didn't do, and ended up in a huge fight for no fuckin reason wit someone!! everything that she said to me, was exactly the way she acts wit her own problems. i don't mean to sound like a dick, but you might want to take some of your own advice. and if i ever did anything that bothered you, why did't you speak up instead of letting it build inside until you fiunally snapped? instead of gettin mad at me, try fuckin talkin to me!! and don't lie about your reason behind certain things, and you wonder why i don't trust people. above not gettin my shit i had to put up wit this as well, and no matter what i said, i felt like i failed. no matter what i tried to do or say, nothin made anything better. m,aybe i didn't watch my comments all the time, maybe i did do some stupid shit, but that doesn't reason lyin to me, or guiltin me and makin me feel so fuckin bad i can't take it.
right bout here is where i'd stick in a lil ryhme, but my head's pretty fucked and i don't got the time, so imma make it short and keep it sweet, the next time i go at it, my shit'll knock ya off ya feet!!