What a fuckin week!!
I have barely stopped fuckin movin since last week. I was at the theater everyday but yesterday, and I worked everday except for monday, cause Kinder sent me home cause I got hit by a fuckin car the night before and was in an extreme amount of pain. whata a bitch. anyway, I'm workin lots which is good, and I'm alway busy at night with theater shit which is also good, because it keeps my mind off of everything else in my life. i went to my mom's last week, and had lunch and shit with her, it was ok until she started freakin out at me for sumthin. I forget what it was, because after 19 years of listenin to it I've gotten really good at tunin her out. I talked to my grandparents the other day, and he's not doin too well. my mom phoned me today to tell me that tomorrow they are taking him to the doctor tomorrow, and he may be put in the hospital this week because he has gotten so much worse. sumthin in my gut tells me it's not goin to be too much longer now, and I am absolutely dreading the day when they phone me while ast work to tell me the bad news. anyway, i gotta go, i'll update when I next geta achance to.