Yay, more happy fuckin news.....
I talked to my grandma last nigth and I found out my grandpa went in for a brain scan the other day. I asked my aunt why today, and it's because the doctor's think the cancer might have gotne to his brain now. of course last night I was upset and worried, so both robyn and kim called bullshit when I told them nuthin was wrong. I guess they both now me pretty good by now. my grandma also started to lay into about my mom, syain I should phone her and shit. why would i fuckin phone her? she phoned to wish me a happy birthday and then she called me a dick because i hod to go back to work. I was nice up until she called me a dick and hung up, therefore I no longer need to talk to her. I didn't get a part in the play and I'm not needed backstage, so that leaves me with nothin to do for a while again. I'm gettin pretty fuckin bored with things lately too. I need somethin to happen to pick my life up. whether that's a new job, new apartment, other various things, I don't know, I just need soemthin. I need to go look for an evening-time job, but it's hard to find one only for the evenings, and it's also hard to go out lookin for a job when I'm fuckin busy at work everyday and then fuckin exhausted from it. anyway, on a lighter note, my girlfriend finds guy's muscles gross, and she doesn't like mine very much, which is fuckin funny to me. I dunno, I'm used to people likin them or not carin, so I guess that's why I find it funny. only a few more days and I will be stayin in my aunt's house while they all go to Disneyland for a week. twill be excitin not livin in my shithole for a while. surprisingly enough I am lovin the sun this year for some reason. I've always hated the sun and summer time, but maybe it's because I'm not at all like I was all the years before and I've changed so much. my appearance, attitude, habits, and that shit has changed. and change is a god thing right? well in most cases it is. anyway, I better head, gots shit to do. Peece OUT y'all.