Tomorrow....is what you make of it.
well it's been a while since was here, so let's get started shall we. I'm gettin really fed up wit not bein able to afford dick all, and findin a second job is hard. I also found out the other day somethin I wasn't expectin involvin someone who knows who they are. things are current;y ok wit my new gf, she did however get really pissed at me the other day cause it was our 1 month, and she sent me a text message early that mornin, I read it, went back to bed, then went to work. she said she was goin home sick so she couldn't make it over so i said sure, and i sent a text message say happy everythin, and that I would phone her the next day since she wasn't feelin well. my text message never made to her, and she thought i didn't phone or text or anythin so she was pissed. why is it that the females are always the angrier gender?
anyway, enough of that bullshit. i found out the other day that i have slowly turned in to everythin i vowed to not become. i vowed never to do certain things and yet they happen and for some of them I can't stop them, and the others I have to stop from happening, no matter what I want or how I feel. Lately I have been gettin along wit a certain ex of mine, and I am really happy we are able to hang out or be around each other without bitchin or arguin. by the way Angela if you read this....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! i also have another question: why are women always the more jealous gender as well? it just boggles me how girls are always very jealous and paranoid bout certain things. I dunno, just wierd to me I guess. did auditions for the murder-mystery play the other night as well. I dunno know if I'll get a part or not, I kinda have a feelin I won't. anyway, i gotta finish up some shit.
Do not rape, do not kill, do not steal. These are things that every man, of every faith can embrace. For if you cross over into our domain, into true corruption...you will one day look behind you, and see we three. And we will then send you to whatever God, you wish.
I think that I am starting to see, I have become everything I never wanted to be. I'm really getting sick of myself, cause when I look into the mirror I see somebody else.
anyway, enough of that bullshit. i found out the other day that i have slowly turned in to everythin i vowed to not become. i vowed never to do certain things and yet they happen and for some of them I can't stop them, and the others I have to stop from happening, no matter what I want or how I feel. Lately I have been gettin along wit a certain ex of mine, and I am really happy we are able to hang out or be around each other without bitchin or arguin. by the way Angela if you read this....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! i also have another question: why are women always the more jealous gender as well? it just boggles me how girls are always very jealous and paranoid bout certain things. I dunno, just wierd to me I guess. did auditions for the murder-mystery play the other night as well. I dunno know if I'll get a part or not, I kinda have a feelin I won't. anyway, i gotta finish up some shit.
Do not rape, do not kill, do not steal. These are things that every man, of every faith can embrace. For if you cross over into our domain, into true corruption...you will one day look behind you, and see we three. And we will then send you to whatever God, you wish.
I think that I am starting to see, I have become everything I never wanted to be. I'm really getting sick of myself, cause when I look into the mirror I see somebody else.