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[dudders]

i am beginning to learn more and more about myself. i may be a little more insecure than i have thought, maybe a bit more independent also. maybe this leader stuff and not following "the crowd" has all been because i dont want to be in the "crowd" at all. i just want to be me and have a strong relationship with the Father. I dont need other people to reassure me of what i believe but everything else i need reassurance some of the time and that has lead me to believe what i have with God is real and unaltered but the life on earth is just a spand of time untill i go home.

live in the present and do what you need to, there is nothing worse than looking back at what you should have done.

davis