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good news... i've talked to other humans today aside from myself (in the steamy bathrom mirror). i think they agree... that is to say... i think they're really understanding me.
oher stark realizations i have come to:
-my oldest friends are my oldest friends for a reason
-what i truly fear i truly want (not death for chrissake you know whay i mean... fear of change etc.}
-i have an incredibly.. fluctuating? love life
-i am petty and quarrelsome like a little girl when i become involved with groups of 'cliquey' people {aka: local band groupies or 'scenesters}
on loathing:
-i loathe people that tactfully 'forget' about me
-i loathe people that covertly use me as a means to an end (use me to meet another one of my friends, use me for something i have). i rather things be upfront... bluntly even.
-i loathe people that try and make me believe they have lives when they have away messages that flicker on and off for the course of the entire day.
last night i stood out in a thunderstorm and breathed in the electric air. i kept a lungful in and ran into the house with the rain pelting my heels... when i got inside i exhaled my lungful and felt like that static negative ion energy of the room imploded like dead stars in the sky do... i felt like i made myself a black hole in the basement.
oher stark realizations i have come to:
-my oldest friends are my oldest friends for a reason
-what i truly fear i truly want (not death for chrissake you know whay i mean... fear of change etc.}
-i have an incredibly.. fluctuating? love life
-i am petty and quarrelsome like a little girl when i become involved with groups of 'cliquey' people {aka: local band groupies or 'scenesters}
on loathing:
-i loathe people that tactfully 'forget' about me
-i loathe people that covertly use me as a means to an end (use me to meet another one of my friends, use me for something i have). i rather things be upfront... bluntly even.
-i loathe people that try and make me believe they have lives when they have away messages that flicker on and off for the course of the entire day.
last night i stood out in a thunderstorm and breathed in the electric air. i kept a lungful in and ran into the house with the rain pelting my heels... when i got inside i exhaled my lungful and felt like that static negative ion energy of the room imploded like dead stars in the sky do... i felt like i made myself a black hole in the basement.