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So he decided that he liked me after a really long period of time. Even though I think this is the greatest thing ever it really scares me because what if we endup like him and Sarah and I get replaced by someone else. I don't think I can handle that right now, he is the person who pulls me thru everything. I mean I do look to God but when I need to have someone around just to make me know that I'm not alone and someone who can understand me I look straight to him. I don't even think he realizes how much I depend on him nor do I want him to know, I think it would scare him off knowing he means so much to me. I just need that person who can go out and have a good time and let me have a good time with or without them but when we get together just us can have a really deep conversation and make me feel wanted.