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Its always hard to admit when you have done something wrong or immature. But geez, you would think I'd be used to it now since I do it so often.
That last post of mine... definitly immature. Definitly wrong. I'm sorry. Kari, I'm sure you are gonna do a great job with workshop. The kids are great, they will love you. I was bitter and it took me a good week to get over it. But, now I'm over it. What a stupid thing to get in a huff about. Stupid stupid stupid. Am I ever really the last choice for RSP? No, of course not. I was just bummed that everyone hated Chorus Line so much and it made me feel like shit and so that just amplified my hurt feelings so much more. Lame, I know. SUPER lame to come and post on lj about it where everyone in the entire world can read it. So, I take back everything I said. Well, I don't really remember everything I said.. so if I said something about being dissapointed that I can't do it then I don't take that back because I AM dissaopinted. But thats about it. Everything else was just said out of anger and stuff. So lame. I am too good and hurting people that I care about and ruining potential friendships.
Singing in the rain is good, Godspell is good, Cinderella is good, school is okay, jason is great, parents are great, brother is good, i miss lauren and sara and good ole john b, i miss atp and everyone there, i espeically miss amber because i haven't seen her in YEARS.
oh, and i'm going to lose 40 pounds, quit school and move to la to become famous. i can't wait.
That last post of mine... definitly immature. Definitly wrong. I'm sorry. Kari, I'm sure you are gonna do a great job with workshop. The kids are great, they will love you. I was bitter and it took me a good week to get over it. But, now I'm over it. What a stupid thing to get in a huff about. Stupid stupid stupid. Am I ever really the last choice for RSP? No, of course not. I was just bummed that everyone hated Chorus Line so much and it made me feel like shit and so that just amplified my hurt feelings so much more. Lame, I know. SUPER lame to come and post on lj about it where everyone in the entire world can read it. So, I take back everything I said. Well, I don't really remember everything I said.. so if I said something about being dissapointed that I can't do it then I don't take that back because I AM dissaopinted. But thats about it. Everything else was just said out of anger and stuff. So lame. I am too good and hurting people that I care about and ruining potential friendships.
Singing in the rain is good, Godspell is good, Cinderella is good, school is okay, jason is great, parents are great, brother is good, i miss lauren and sara and good ole john b, i miss atp and everyone there, i espeically miss amber because i haven't seen her in YEARS.
oh, and i'm going to lose 40 pounds, quit school and move to la to become famous. i can't wait.