..my lasting love affair with perks of being a wallflower..
Dear Friend,
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I guess what I'm saying is that this all feels very familiar. but its not mine to be familiar about. I just know that another kid has felt this. this one time when its peaceful outside, and youre seeing things move, and you dont want to, and everyone is asleep. and all the books youve read have been read by other people. and all the songs youve loved have been heard by other people. and you know that if you looked at these facts when you were happy, you would feel great because you are describing 'unity.' its like when you are excited about a girl and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. and other times you see the same couple, and they make you so mad. and all you want is to feel happy for them because you know that if you do, then it means that you're happy, too.
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Love always,
Charlie.
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I guess what I'm saying is that this all feels very familiar. but its not mine to be familiar about. I just know that another kid has felt this. this one time when its peaceful outside, and youre seeing things move, and you dont want to, and everyone is asleep. and all the books youve read have been read by other people. and all the songs youve loved have been heard by other people. and you know that if you looked at these facts when you were happy, you would feel great because you are describing 'unity.' its like when you are excited about a girl and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. and other times you see the same couple, and they make you so mad. and all you want is to feel happy for them because you know that if you do, then it means that you're happy, too.
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Love always,
Charlie.