i've waited hours for this. i've made myself so sick. i wish i stayed asleep today.
re-telling of a lost post.
i stayed in bed today for two more hours just to dream.
i was working, but the funny thing about it was that the state board now worked at amc with me. i went into this random room that really doesnt exist to tell a customer that i can't give him free stuff because the boss was around. i left that room to go back to work, but i had to go to the bathroom; however, when i entered what is the bathroom, it was really this weird room with random artful stuff in it and everyone from state board and nathan from work was just hanging out. then, either the boss from work or mr. halper from state board entered and the party was over. we had to get busy. so, when we exitted this room, the building became offices. phoebe and eric (who arent on the state board, and dont work with me, they arent real at all) were running around the building trying to be rebels. the rest of us were talking in an empty room when the building became dark...except for the room we were in. then, phoebe and eric became louder and i went after them. the rest of the group would only go a few steps out of the light of the room. all of a sudden, phoebe and eric came back, but they were posessed and evil. then, this boy from camp (who, for the sake of retelling the dream, we will call conor) came up and as the leader, and phoebe explained how being evil was like levitating. then, all conor's 'followers' and myself ended up in this room which had a gigantic pool in it. i was on this platform which was waaaaay high up. conor was on a platform in the corner. the rest of the followers were trying to pop all these balloons for conor, and when they had popped most of them, conor shouted some girl's name and she came out inside this plastic gladiator balloon. well, my sister (who had popped most of the balloons) somehow got the plastic one onto my platform and since it was attacking my sister, i jumped on it. well, i flopped right back off and fell screaming into the water. when i reached the surface, i looked at conor, who blankly looked back, but then i started...uh...flying (with no control over myself) towards his platform. well, while on his platform he tried talking to me while i scooted closer...with him asking me something, i just kissed him (which would never happen in real life). the rest of the dream is just cuddling and an understanding that he was not evil anymore.
then, we went through his childhood in a sort of 'its a wonderful life' way.
i wanna go back
g'night.
i stayed in bed today for two more hours just to dream.
i was working, but the funny thing about it was that the state board now worked at amc with me. i went into this random room that really doesnt exist to tell a customer that i can't give him free stuff because the boss was around. i left that room to go back to work, but i had to go to the bathroom; however, when i entered what is the bathroom, it was really this weird room with random artful stuff in it and everyone from state board and nathan from work was just hanging out. then, either the boss from work or mr. halper from state board entered and the party was over. we had to get busy. so, when we exitted this room, the building became offices. phoebe and eric (who arent on the state board, and dont work with me, they arent real at all) were running around the building trying to be rebels. the rest of us were talking in an empty room when the building became dark...except for the room we were in. then, phoebe and eric became louder and i went after them. the rest of the group would only go a few steps out of the light of the room. all of a sudden, phoebe and eric came back, but they were posessed and evil. then, this boy from camp (who, for the sake of retelling the dream, we will call conor) came up and as the leader, and phoebe explained how being evil was like levitating. then, all conor's 'followers' and myself ended up in this room which had a gigantic pool in it. i was on this platform which was waaaaay high up. conor was on a platform in the corner. the rest of the followers were trying to pop all these balloons for conor, and when they had popped most of them, conor shouted some girl's name and she came out inside this plastic gladiator balloon. well, my sister (who had popped most of the balloons) somehow got the plastic one onto my platform and since it was attacking my sister, i jumped on it. well, i flopped right back off and fell screaming into the water. when i reached the surface, i looked at conor, who blankly looked back, but then i started...uh...flying (with no control over myself) towards his platform. well, while on his platform he tried talking to me while i scooted closer...with him asking me something, i just kissed him (which would never happen in real life). the rest of the dream is just cuddling and an understanding that he was not evil anymore.
then, we went through his childhood in a sort of 'its a wonderful life' way.
i wanna go back
g'night.