doesnt sit still, doesnt look well, give her something...maybe chemical

[duckydid]

im not going to post here for a while.
i am hurt.
i feel contrdicted and surrounded by hypocrites.
i feel alone and meek.

i never used to write and it worked out better than this.
if someone wants to know what im feeling they can freaking ask me, or they can just pay attention, cuz no one really wants to anyways.
go away.
and do not comment on my fucking feelings, i no longer approve of that.
It's my birthday tomorrow! why would you ever say those things!