i, um...don't understand the question

Jan 04, 2005 16:42

another day back at work. i really do love spending time on the computer.
onto other things...
gcc says that i have registered, but i don't have classes yet. that's crap...i signed up for classes like...an assload of time ago. i remember i had acting 212, english 102, math whatever number flex hybrid, and introduction to philosophy. bitches!
onto much other things, i want to use this thing again. im not sure who reads it, and i dont really want to know. i find freedom in that. everything in the world reads my xanga, so here we retread to lj.
i've stopped hanging out with joey. just for the simple fact that i make things awkward and can't handle differentiating feelings between two people.
i think i'm also gunna stop hanging out with ronnie. he's changed after this semester up north, and not for the better. i've changed too, but i'm a lot less lonely with my changes. i hope his are working out for him too. i'm not going to go to his birthday party tonight. i told him that i didn't want to go alone and whatever he wants to take that for, is his. i will, however, get him a birthday present. it's not even that i don't like him at all, it's just that he's not so much the person that i want to surround myself with.

i am jack's internal bleeding.

new year's resolutions: (i haven't ever really had these before)
number one. be nice to trevor.
number two. be honest with self and other's
(number two is compromised when it conflicts with number one...but hey? why would it do that? number one is kind of an eh resolution anyway)

i like the people who i hang out with now. they're from work, but that makes no difference to me. i hope that when i start paying for movies that i will still hang out with them.
jodi is awesome. she was the one who got me opening up to the whole work world. now i can talk to everyone with confidence because there was that one person who was brave enough to be my friend outside of work. also, jodi somehow knows how my mind works...well, the jokester part of it anyhow.
then there's tara. she boggles my mind sometimes. it's intense, but she's cute and i can relate to her sometimes.
patrick has come out of the blue to be a good friend too. i've been working with him for a long time before we ever got to talking. it's a lot to think about. for some reason i can talk to him, and we have fun with our five and diner nights and our dance dance times.

last night we started talking about drew (see early to mid-august post) and i realized how much i like that boy. it makes me forget about bryan. i've had like 109342-037529752975=o209358s2035 crushes in the past month alone. Dang!

i need to move out and like...soon.
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