Aug 07, 2006 03:05
My god I am soooooo tired tonight. Ozzfest was today, and I didn't go. :-( ah well, I had to work and I didn't really want a repeat of last year's sunburn fiasco. It's ok though. Andrew brought me back a couple of new eyebrow rings (I keep losing mine), and an autographed cd from Lacuna Coil (awesome!).
I have to remember today if I can, to make my dentist appointment. Poor me, I have to get my wisdowm teeth pulled. Talk about a major owwie, but it can't be helped. I simply have no more room in my mouth. Dr. Billings says he's surprised that my previous dentist never pulled them when they first came in, and that I am lucky that it didn't throw off the alignment of my other teeth in the process. So I guess I am fortunate, I can still keep my pretty smile, and I can get rid of those awful teeth that have been hurting me for like a month. But you guessed it, it's gonna cost me. My poor empty wallet. I guess I'll never run outta things to bitch about huh?
Trying to look on the bright side of things, if you can't already tell. Turning lemons into lemonade and all that jazz. I can't very well tell everyone else that they should find their silver lining, ifin I can't even find my own. So yes a personal quest is in the making. Hypocrisy ends here, and all that shit.
BTW, for those of you who have been pestering me for an update on the whole kidney thing, here ya go. Still waiting for a donor. Trying to take care of myself the best I can (taking it day by day), and they have upped my dialysis from 2 times a week to 4 times. But no, I am not bummed, I knew it was a possibility. And I appreciate all the support and love from everyone. In answer to your question Justin, the reason why I don't talk about it much is for 2 reasons:
1. I don't want everyone's pity.
2. I don't want it to become the focus of my, my family, or my friend's lives.
Meh, not saying that I won't talk about it, I can't ignore it. But I AM saying that I can't give it complete control over my life, or impose it on other people either. It's simply not fair.
Ah well, back to work, so I'll talk at ya'll later!
You know you love me!