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Push me away then pull me closer
every drink takes you closer to where you want to be
in a bout of rage everything can be gone in a glimpse of a second
would you care?
my eyes are burning along with the pain deep inside
impetuous things things come into mind
slash my arm a million times make you feel the same pain
you put it in the hands
thoughts of my immense past comes rushing back
I put my thoughts down as they were a razor and my arm
the things and thoughts most will never understand....
im pretty much in a really bad mood i dont really want to write about it or talk about it, but just to let others that read this know that I DID NOT DO ANY HARM TO MY SELF OR ANYONE ELSE. This is my release...writing down how i feel at the vary moment. That is what gets me through the urge of wanting to harm my self. I have not done that in 2 1/2 years now and i would never think i would go back to the same place i once was so long ago.