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pointless. pondering. lonely and wondering. once you have milked the life out of life there is no reason to live. im reaching the ends of my ropes, yet im starting new ones. changing directions, and facing the concequences. its time for ending and beginning. start off where you left off dosent last long. i have learned that what i have dealt with my whole life is not simply a phase like i have been told, but is me through and through. living around people that are absolutely anti-everything i am should have molded me to be more like them, but i have held my own and i am proud.