Frustrations

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I know that no matter how I try to word this, it’s not going to come out right, so consider this an introduction or explanation or whatever.

You all know me. You know what I believe and what my standards are and what I will and won’t do. Yeah, there’s been some moments where I strayed from those standards and I regret that and that’s really not the

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I feel you, Mrs. Courtney. It's probably worse for you since your mom is still with your younger siblings and you're the oldest, but my mom did much the same. She keeps making up excuses for why it was ok to destroy our family, to cheat and leave and ruin everyone's life except hers. And it's easy to tell that she's almost convinced herself that she's right, and that it is all excusable and reasonable and that she doesn't have to take the blame for ruining our family. And talking to her is like talking to a stranger, and it's SO FRUSTRATING to not be able to make her care about it. And she dates men and they are THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN HER LIFE and their families are more important than the one she got tired of, and the only reason she talks to me now is because my boyfriend is mildly famous and she likes to brag about it.

Whew. Sorry. This was not supposed to be a thing about me. But I understand what you're going through, and I understand how sad and hurt and angry and just...sick it can leave you feeling to lose someone that used to mean everything to you. And to lose them through their choice. Not because they died, but because they wanted to go away.

Anyway. We should talk sometime, because this sucks and it sucks more to do it on your own. And I luff you and hope to see you soon.

Give Mr. Robbie my love. And yourself great big hugs. <3333