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i think this is turning out to be a summer without a lot of internet, and i really like it. i'm actually doing other stuff that i didn't really do during school, like sitting down and watching a movie, or swimming, or sewing, or how about just doing anything i wanted to do and not holding back. loving the summer.
maybe it won't turn out as good as i'm making it out to be. nobody knows. i just had a really good past few days so i'm being optimistic.
i'm watching the very end of saved and it's pretty good. i wish i would have watched all of it, cause it kinda seems like i could get hooked on it.
random fact, my brother's coming up sometime soon to stay for a weekend and i kinda can't wait.
that's all. no i lied. i have to find time to pack for this college visiting weekend, and i'm not really sure when that's gonna happen. tomorrow i have to come home and swim because i'm too white for my own good and then get ready for work which is gonna spill into practice which i'll probably be at for 28.3 hours after it's done. i hate pow-wows. why do we call them pow-wows, i'm not a native american. i'm swiss, german, irish, scotch, and everything else. and then wednesday, hopefully i don't have to work because we're starting rifle practices in the evening. but if there's no work, i'm packing then. if there is work, then it's gonna be a late night for me.
that was a nice long paragraph of useless ramblings. it's okay. they happen.
random advice: never put your phone en espanol. it's rough.
this grad party that i went to made me worry more about college. because, my dad's telling me that i better hope i get accepted to at least one of my colleges since i only have two that i'm considering, and i'm not doing half of the planning that they did, and i'm no farther on deciding on what i want to do with my life. i mean, it can't be that hard, the sky's the limit, so i can do whatever my heart desires... right? but i think the only progress i've made is backwards, now i'm questioning whether or not i want to do anything i've decided on so far. i think, just for the immediate future, i'm just gonna focus on enjoying this weekend and just look. after i hear what they both have to say, then i can think more about it.
i never give myself a break for anything and then this is what happens. i get all worried and stressed out. taking a break sounds good.
i just realized that i forgot to call all the local stables today. i need more post-it notes.
post-its and a plan. that's what i need. and to find a post-it to write that down.
but going through life without a plan wouldn't be that bad, right? it would kind of be like an adventure. fun. spontanaiety. (i know i butchered that word.) i like all those. i need a new adventure to embark on. ooh, big word. but really, if you don't have a plan, you have the luxury to live in the moment, and that's what makes life interesting. when you focus on just getting through the day, and i know those days happen, you're just coasting and doing the bare minimum to make it.. what fun is that? to be cliche (if i knew what that meant), variety is the spice of life. god, mix it up every once in a while! be spontaneous! do whatever you want and don't look back!
i just gave a pep talk to my lj. who does that.
maybe it won't turn out as good as i'm making it out to be. nobody knows. i just had a really good past few days so i'm being optimistic.
i'm watching the very end of saved and it's pretty good. i wish i would have watched all of it, cause it kinda seems like i could get hooked on it.
random fact, my brother's coming up sometime soon to stay for a weekend and i kinda can't wait.
that's all. no i lied. i have to find time to pack for this college visiting weekend, and i'm not really sure when that's gonna happen. tomorrow i have to come home and swim because i'm too white for my own good and then get ready for work which is gonna spill into practice which i'll probably be at for 28.3 hours after it's done. i hate pow-wows. why do we call them pow-wows, i'm not a native american. i'm swiss, german, irish, scotch, and everything else. and then wednesday, hopefully i don't have to work because we're starting rifle practices in the evening. but if there's no work, i'm packing then. if there is work, then it's gonna be a late night for me.
that was a nice long paragraph of useless ramblings. it's okay. they happen.
random advice: never put your phone en espanol. it's rough.
this grad party that i went to made me worry more about college. because, my dad's telling me that i better hope i get accepted to at least one of my colleges since i only have two that i'm considering, and i'm not doing half of the planning that they did, and i'm no farther on deciding on what i want to do with my life. i mean, it can't be that hard, the sky's the limit, so i can do whatever my heart desires... right? but i think the only progress i've made is backwards, now i'm questioning whether or not i want to do anything i've decided on so far. i think, just for the immediate future, i'm just gonna focus on enjoying this weekend and just look. after i hear what they both have to say, then i can think more about it.
i never give myself a break for anything and then this is what happens. i get all worried and stressed out. taking a break sounds good.
i just realized that i forgot to call all the local stables today. i need more post-it notes.
post-its and a plan. that's what i need. and to find a post-it to write that down.
but going through life without a plan wouldn't be that bad, right? it would kind of be like an adventure. fun. spontanaiety. (i know i butchered that word.) i like all those. i need a new adventure to embark on. ooh, big word. but really, if you don't have a plan, you have the luxury to live in the moment, and that's what makes life interesting. when you focus on just getting through the day, and i know those days happen, you're just coasting and doing the bare minimum to make it.. what fun is that? to be cliche (if i knew what that meant), variety is the spice of life. god, mix it up every once in a while! be spontaneous! do whatever you want and don't look back!
i just gave a pep talk to my lj. who does that.