Shana tova (?)

Jan 03, 2008 13:22

I would like to do a New Years entry, but I haven't managed to get in the mood. For reasons!
  1. All the important New Year-ness is at the end of the summer. Rosh Hashana, but also the beginning of the academic year, and going back to school after a long break. That's when the big changes happen for me and the new leaf turns over, and I get in the mood for Resolutions. (Sadly, American Jews are weird and my family's a bunch of religion-scoffers, so no one I know feels quite the way I do about Rosh Hashana - so every year starts with a familiar-kind-of-lonely. Next year in Jerusalem?)
  2. This is an unseasonable time to celebrate a new year. Spring would have been a good time to put New Years, but winter's a dried-up-and-withering season. There aren't any leaves left to turn over, the grass is yellow and the ground is muddy with yesterday's slush.
  3. ... especially this year, because I'm still working on my thesis, so I can't even clear my figurative-or-literal desk and start fresh. And the big project next semester will be Honors Exams, which means next semester will bring a lot of going over old notes. And the big event next semester will be graduation, which is also a backward-looking event. After that, yeah, it'll be warm, there will be flowers and skirts and grass and warm, fresh air a lot of new-and-exciting-ness... but we're not there yet!


Nevertheless, New Years is a good holiday for blogging. Last year I wanted to make resolutions (because it had been so good for me to measure myself against my 2006 resolutions) but I never quite did (there were reasons not to). I think I'll give resolutions another shot this year. I actually really like the thing I had going on in this entry and LKS's in this entry. So I'm working on lists and resolutions.

Thing is, I'm also working on my thesis, and I have to go do that now. Lists are on their way! Really!
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