Nov 21, 2004 13:54
I am so fucking confused. More like depressed. Have you ever had a discussion with your parents? Doesn't it always seem like fight instead of a civilized converstation. Because I don't seem to recall ever having a real discussion with my parents. My point apparently is never argued enough because I am always wrong. I am just not thinking clearly, that is the logical conclusion. Though I know that I have been thinking about my execution for weeks, and thought of solid reasons why I am taking the actions that I am. They are just never good enough. At least not for them. For some reason, it always ends up that I am just trying to weasel them out of their money. That I want them to support me all of my life, and do no work whatsoever. What is so funny about that, is that's the complete opposite of what I want. What I want is to get far away from them so I never have to have another conversation like that again. If they supported me I would have to deal with them all the time. And why in GoDs name would I want that? Honestly, they should think about what they're saying. Seriously, I am tired of their guilt trips and all this shit about me being a burden. I can't handle it. Rrgg!
-Kara