Just another day
well today wasn't half bad... i think it was due to the sun shining (i love spring, it's my fav season)....i woke up around 8:15 am and then realized that i didn't have to get up for half an hour,which is the greatest feeling ever. but i couldn't get back to sleep.. so i got up and got a shower, and was ready for class 30 minutes early, which never happens to me.. so i watched cartoons to kill time.... computer sci was as painful as ever. went to another gross lucnh at the dining hall. then i had a meeting; i'm helping organize a charity hockey game to raise money for real time cancer... i think i'll be alot of fun.. i'm actually thinking of playing instead of watching, but we'll see.
After meeting number one i went to the Health Science to get blood work done... i was soo warm walking over! i love it!!! came back and did some of my political science paper that's due tomorrow. got ready to go to dining hall, but i ended up not going becase Angie is the bestest and cooked supper for me!! it was a great b-day supper, with wine and brownie-fudge cake! she said she did it to cheer me up because i'm old and alone on my b-day.. geezes,thanks ang :P had class and yet another meeting until 8:30, came home and i've been studying ever since... that was my day..
i think i'm going to the mall tomorrow for some quality me, myself and I time.. i havn't done that in a while, and i thinkt that's just what i need at the moment. I just need time to myself to think.. there's alot of things i have to think about... and for an hour i just want to be by myself so i dont' have to pretend that everything couldn't be better. an hour where i don't have to be my "normal" happy, smiley self. it just seems that lately there's always someone around here. and if for a minute i'm not my 'usual perky self' the quesitons start as to "what's wrong?" but the general response is "i'm fine", even if your having the crappest day. i've been having alot of them lately... and i don't know why... i could find myself studying and all of a sudden go into my own little world, where i jsut stare at the wall and think, and theni realize "fuck, i've been looking at the wall for 30 minutes"... has this ever happend to any else?? or am i just completely crazy? maybe it's because it seems like i've been in my room for ever doing work.. i think i've left campus 3 times in the last two weeks. that's sad... so i think i will go to the mall tomorrow, and maybe buy the really cool blue shirt i want at L.A. Express....
After meeting number one i went to the Health Science to get blood work done... i was soo warm walking over! i love it!!! came back and did some of my political science paper that's due tomorrow. got ready to go to dining hall, but i ended up not going becase Angie is the bestest and cooked supper for me!! it was a great b-day supper, with wine and brownie-fudge cake! she said she did it to cheer me up because i'm old and alone on my b-day.. geezes,thanks ang :P had class and yet another meeting until 8:30, came home and i've been studying ever since... that was my day..
i think i'm going to the mall tomorrow for some quality me, myself and I time.. i havn't done that in a while, and i thinkt that's just what i need at the moment. I just need time to myself to think.. there's alot of things i have to think about... and for an hour i just want to be by myself so i dont' have to pretend that everything couldn't be better. an hour where i don't have to be my "normal" happy, smiley self. it just seems that lately there's always someone around here. and if for a minute i'm not my 'usual perky self' the quesitons start as to "what's wrong?" but the general response is "i'm fine", even if your having the crappest day. i've been having alot of them lately... and i don't know why... i could find myself studying and all of a sudden go into my own little world, where i jsut stare at the wall and think, and theni realize "fuck, i've been looking at the wall for 30 minutes"... has this ever happend to any else?? or am i just completely crazy? maybe it's because it seems like i've been in my room for ever doing work.. i think i've left campus 3 times in the last two weeks. that's sad... so i think i will go to the mall tomorrow, and maybe buy the really cool blue shirt i want at L.A. Express....