so basiclly i am a complete fuck up........
so i hit a car on the way to school. i could not see though my windshild it was fogged up so bad and the sun was sooo birght i was blinded. i could have pulled over or left a lil later so taht it could get unfoggy but no i habve to be the idiot to drive when i can't see out my fucking windshild. so i ended up getting in the middle of the side street i was on and a car hit me on the side of my car,l well i guess they didn't hit i guess i hit them. so yea no damage done to there huge van but my mirror is off it's hinges and there are some holes and cracks on the side of my hood. i am so fucked now i have a POS car. i am such an idiot the world should not have to deal w/ someone as stupid as me on this earth.......nick is gonna try and fiX some stuiff this weekend i hope he can fix it............yea I'M A STUPID FUCKING IDIOT!
so the track meet- i was pretty damn nerous but i did pretty well my all time best in the half mile is a 2 59. i ran a 3 04 my first run today and a 3 07 in my second and this is just the begainnng of the seaon so that is pretty cool. i filled in for a jv mile relay. that was intersting. i got 79 sec w/ one lap . taht is a pretty decent equater time for me.
the guys won the meet and the girls lost........ by 3 points (they were orginally saying like 6 but phillips recounted.) that upset me soooo bad that i punched a fence to gewt out my anger. alrighty guys all admit it, maybe i do need anger management.......but just a lil. i'm really not that bad. to make this worse the stuid new haven girls(the girls we versed) went on the speaker system and started rubbing it in and they were dacnig and shit. that pissed me off for then anything that is sooooo unbeliveably rude. when i win i am happy but i dont' act like an asshole to the other team. to make it even worse mantlea was talking to me after the meet telling me that if some peopel were here we would ahve won, and if some poeple ran a differnt event we would have won. it made me sad to know how close we were to winning. i thought this was a easy team to beat. guess i was wrong. there goes my hopes of the girls having a undefeted season.........
though i can't blame myself which was good. my 3200 relay won cuz we were not versing anyone. i got first palce in the 800 meter race. and the quater i ran i was just filling in for someone on JV. so i have no guilt oin losing........but it still bugs me.
this day has just been a pain in the ass...........
i still can't belive i was soooooooooooooo stupid to hit that damn car. waht a fuck up i am.......
yea i'm a loser.
so the track meet- i was pretty damn nerous but i did pretty well my all time best in the half mile is a 2 59. i ran a 3 04 my first run today and a 3 07 in my second and this is just the begainnng of the seaon so that is pretty cool. i filled in for a jv mile relay. that was intersting. i got 79 sec w/ one lap . taht is a pretty decent equater time for me.
the guys won the meet and the girls lost........ by 3 points (they were orginally saying like 6 but phillips recounted.) that upset me soooo bad that i punched a fence to gewt out my anger. alrighty guys all admit it, maybe i do need anger management.......but just a lil. i'm really not that bad. to make this worse the stuid new haven girls(the girls we versed) went on the speaker system and started rubbing it in and they were dacnig and shit. that pissed me off for then anything that is sooooo unbeliveably rude. when i win i am happy but i dont' act like an asshole to the other team. to make it even worse mantlea was talking to me after the meet telling me that if some peopel were here we would ahve won, and if some poeple ran a differnt event we would have won. it made me sad to know how close we were to winning. i thought this was a easy team to beat. guess i was wrong. there goes my hopes of the girls having a undefeted season.........
though i can't blame myself which was good. my 3200 relay won cuz we were not versing anyone. i got first palce in the 800 meter race. and the quater i ran i was just filling in for someone on JV. so i have no guilt oin losing........but it still bugs me.
this day has just been a pain in the ass...........
i still can't belive i was soooooooooooooo stupid to hit that damn car. waht a fuck up i am.......
yea i'm a loser.