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my happiness is no color. i am sad today. it was weird that was he did sent me into such a tailspin. i dont know .. i felt really down on myself all the while i was up in kansas being around sheena because she is so pretty and i was feeling REALLY low on selfesteem an then he does something so meaningless and dumb today and it just sent me reeling. man i dont know i feel like shiz yea know? im all tired and sad and just .. ugh. my selfesteem is waaay low and it really bugs me for him to even joke about other girls because i DO feel so low about myself. shiz. i feel so silly but MAN it bugs me. im not mad either im just sad. so sad so sad. im going to go take a bubble bath with the bubble juice he gave me.