::sighs::
im not feeling so great about myself right now..i dunno y..like theres so many things that i need to change about myself..like my body..i feel so fat and just gross..and my boobs..ugh i wish they were bigger,i know that kinda sounds dumb but i would feel so much more confident in myself and just more complete if my boobs were bigger...and i need to lose like 15 to 20 pounds and ill be fine..ill just eat less..i look at myself and i just think to myself "ew" ..i dont know y im feeling like this..i just want to look pretty and skinny..and look good in certain clothes..i wanna turn heads ya know?...grr sometimes i wish i wasnt me..