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How come guys have to be sooo damn confusing! (yayaya Shannon, I kno it's comming...lol)
So ok, I liked this guy for like 4 years!!!! LONG ASS TIME! lol. So me and him were best friends through out 4, 5, 6, 7, and 8th grade and never had any problems. So in 8th grade, He finds out I have liked him since like 5th grade, and he freaked out and wouldn't talk to me for anything! He finally told his best friend, which told me, it was becuz we were best friends and he couldnt chance that...So he pretty much threw away a REALLY good/strong friendship. Then, now in 10th grade, he starts talking to me again and talkin bout old times just kinda gettin reunited I guess you could say, and then just out of no where he says "ya kno how ya liked me for so long? Well I really like you now..." I was like "great now that me and you haven't spoken in sooooo long BECAUSE OF THAT REASON, you wanna all of a sudden talk to me and on top of it tell me you like me! WHAT THE HELL!" but I told him that I'm happier than ever with the guy I'm with now, and ain't no one could change that. He just kinda looked a little upset and said ok well we should still hang out this friday...so I'm thinking about lettin him go to the movies with me and Emily, and her boyfriend, but I'm kinda scared cuz I get uncomfortable around guys that like me when I have a boyfriend...cuz I kno what happend after homecomming that night when I was with Brandon(OMG I CAN'T EVEN WRITE IT WITHOUT CRINGING!)but that was different I guess...idk...I feel alot stronger about Tommy than ANY guy, so I may be able to hang around him and stuff...cuz I kno how I feel about Tommy, and no one can change my mind....so hopefully we can get bac to being best friends, and not have to worry about being anything more...
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So ok, I liked this guy for like 4 years!!!! LONG ASS TIME! lol. So me and him were best friends through out 4, 5, 6, 7, and 8th grade and never had any problems. So in 8th grade, He finds out I have liked him since like 5th grade, and he freaked out and wouldn't talk to me for anything! He finally told his best friend, which told me, it was becuz we were best friends and he couldnt chance that...So he pretty much threw away a REALLY good/strong friendship. Then, now in 10th grade, he starts talking to me again and talkin bout old times just kinda gettin reunited I guess you could say, and then just out of no where he says "ya kno how ya liked me for so long? Well I really like you now..." I was like "great now that me and you haven't spoken in sooooo long BECAUSE OF THAT REASON, you wanna all of a sudden talk to me and on top of it tell me you like me! WHAT THE HELL!" but I told him that I'm happier than ever with the guy I'm with now, and ain't no one could change that. He just kinda looked a little upset and said ok well we should still hang out this friday...so I'm thinking about lettin him go to the movies with me and Emily, and her boyfriend, but I'm kinda scared cuz I get uncomfortable around guys that like me when I have a boyfriend...cuz I kno what happend after homecomming that night when I was with Brandon(OMG I CAN'T EVEN WRITE IT WITHOUT CRINGING!)but that was different I guess...idk...I feel alot stronger about Tommy than ANY guy, so I may be able to hang around him and stuff...cuz I kno how I feel about Tommy, and no one can change my mind....so hopefully we can get bac to being best friends, and not have to worry about being anything more...
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