life is it ova yet..?
my life just ***!(i hate my aol it wont let me swear!)ok right now in skool i'm doin good. but thats only b'cuz classes just started and i'm still doin my projects so far. but its guys and friends.ok one problem at a time...
guys.. are ** wat else is there to say? ohh yea well i still kind-a like this kid Matt but i dont want to ruin our friendship. Derek only likes me as a friend. and i dont kno why i'm even trippin ova him ne-ways. then there is Brian who i still like, but i have no chance in hell with him! which *! darn it i wish i could just tell him how i feel but there are to many reasons why i dont. i think thats it for guys.
friends.. more like thier problems. but still i want to be able to help my friends when they need me but sometimes i just dont kno wat do to or say. like Sneha wont get ova this one kid nick or another kid named aj! and they treat her like *! and i kno she sees it but she does do anything 'bout it! and she keeps on tell me that she's gonna c!ll herself. and she * better not 'bcuz if she does there goes one of my best friends since like 4th grade! i sometimes wish that i wanst here at all that i could just go away forever and never return. in other words.. c!ll myself. and if i was to try to it would be the first time i tried it! i just hate my life and want it to either change or end!
Dear God, If YOU are listening please pick one for me. I know YOU know which one I'd pick anyways. So please pick the RIGHT answer. Thank-YOU. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.
ok i think thats it for now. i'll try to keep posting more often so u'll kno if i did kill myself or not. pieces Love Always Kaitlyn (aka Kaity)
p.s. *= swears and ! in the middle of a word is an I
guys.. are ** wat else is there to say? ohh yea well i still kind-a like this kid Matt but i dont want to ruin our friendship. Derek only likes me as a friend. and i dont kno why i'm even trippin ova him ne-ways. then there is Brian who i still like, but i have no chance in hell with him! which *! darn it i wish i could just tell him how i feel but there are to many reasons why i dont. i think thats it for guys.
friends.. more like thier problems. but still i want to be able to help my friends when they need me but sometimes i just dont kno wat do to or say. like Sneha wont get ova this one kid nick or another kid named aj! and they treat her like *! and i kno she sees it but she does do anything 'bout it! and she keeps on tell me that she's gonna c!ll herself. and she * better not 'bcuz if she does there goes one of my best friends since like 4th grade! i sometimes wish that i wanst here at all that i could just go away forever and never return. in other words.. c!ll myself. and if i was to try to it would be the first time i tried it! i just hate my life and want it to either change or end!
Dear God, If YOU are listening please pick one for me. I know YOU know which one I'd pick anyways. So please pick the RIGHT answer. Thank-YOU. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.
ok i think thats it for now. i'll try to keep posting more often so u'll kno if i did kill myself or not. pieces Love Always Kaitlyn (aka Kaity)
p.s. *= swears and ! in the middle of a word is an I