Jan 28, 2004 12:15
Nothing is been going on lately. I have been missing school for the last two days. Yesturday i missed it because my stomach got the best of me and today because i woke up late. so i have just been chilling at home. I've been hanging out with my sister and Alo more. I am having fun with them. But i am still not to happy. I don't know why, but i think i am starting to find out. My friends are leaving me. Dead boy left, Monkey left, and now gabby. And in a month or so Pooh bear is leaving. And i miss all of my frineds in Santa Maria. I talk to them every once in a while, but its not the same. I talk to andrew when he get on line, which is almost never, and i talk to alex basically every other day. Which kinda sucks, cuz when i do talk to him, its when i call him and we only talk for like 30 mins. Its sounds like im just being a baby, but i don't know, im just not happy. I want it to change. I try to be happy, but its just an act. What my friends call a flag girl smile. Hopefully i will have fun tonight. There is a basketball game. I have to go to practice at 3 then i get out at 5. And then the call time for the band is 5:45 or 6. so ya. I know i will have fun this weekend. On Saturday i am going with Mr loya and a bunch of people to a filming of Star Search and Family Fued. And on Sunday its the super bowl and we are having a party. So ya. Good times. I need to clean my room. So bye.
Sara Ann Chandler