So tired...
Today has been so long. I got like 3 or 4 hours of sleep last night. And i was falling asleep in my classes. School was boring like normal, but after school i went to go see Vanessa. She is doing a lot better. She is recuvering a lot faster than the doctors expected. So that is great. I asked my mom about going to Santa Maria and she said we would talk about it later, so i don't know what that means. I hope that it is good. I really want to go see Alex and all my new friends in Santa Maria. It may not be that many people but there are some. Plus i already miss Alex. I talk to him everyday, but its not the same. But that stuff for me to keep to myself. I really wish that everyone that didn't like the idea of me alex to forget the age and just think about the people we are. Age isn't really much. I know it has some factor in it, but you also have to think about how me and alex feel for eachother. Plus if you guyz are alex's friend's you would just support him. You don't have to like me, i know you probably don't cuz of Randy, but don't change how you feel about Alex because of me. I also wanted to say something to randy. I don't know if he will read it but i could aleast try. We have been through a lot of stuff and i really didn't want to lose you as a friend. As anything more that i don't think you know what to do with it. But thats how i see it. I wish we could talk about things, cuz we haven't even talked, i left because i know you didn't want me there. Any ways, i am going to go. Bye peoples.
Sara Ann Chandler
Sara Ann Chandler