Throwing in the towel
I thought I'd give it one final attempt; a shot in the dark, before I walk away and throw in the towel for good, knowing that it is 110% the wrong decision, but not having any say in the matter. Blake Shelton, said what I wanted to better than I could, so I just gave him this quote:
"What if when i'm long gone
it dawns on you
you just might want me back.
Let me make myself clear
if I leave here
its done, i'm gone. Thats that.
You carry my love around
like it's a heavy burden.
I'm about to take it back.
Are you sure its worth it?"
He had nothing to say to it. I told him that I guess that meant I take his unresponsiveness as a yes. All he had to say was, "I'm sorry". I guess that's really and truly it. His sister is still supposed to call me at some point whenever he gets back to her. But, it looks like I am walking away for good, and not looking back. I already know that it is something that I'm going to regret. I just wish I had some sort of a say in the matter. I mean it is important enough, but what do I know. Time to start from scratch again, and this is probably the best week to do it. From now on, I'm not going to give this a second thought, it's not even worth it anymore.
"What if when i'm long gone
it dawns on you
you just might want me back.
Let me make myself clear
if I leave here
its done, i'm gone. Thats that.
You carry my love around
like it's a heavy burden.
I'm about to take it back.
Are you sure its worth it?"
He had nothing to say to it. I told him that I guess that meant I take his unresponsiveness as a yes. All he had to say was, "I'm sorry". I guess that's really and truly it. His sister is still supposed to call me at some point whenever he gets back to her. But, it looks like I am walking away for good, and not looking back. I already know that it is something that I'm going to regret. I just wish I had some sort of a say in the matter. I mean it is important enough, but what do I know. Time to start from scratch again, and this is probably the best week to do it. From now on, I'm not going to give this a second thought, it's not even worth it anymore.